[personal profile] cait
Okay.  Thank god  I don't mind being spoiled, because this is a true fact about my self:  I will never finish anything.  From big - I'm putting off graduating from UBC, because I don't really know what's next, to little - I still haven't watched the s4 finale of Doctor Who, because  I don't want it to be the end.  I honestly can barely remember the last time I watched a season finale.  I always put it off and put it off because I can't bear to finish anything.  Even tv.  I remember being really really upset when I quit my job at Shoppers Drug Mart - and I hated that job, because I don't like closing a chapter in my life.  Even if it's just Supernatural.

I think all of this is moslty my absolute fear of being disapointed.  I don't know, it's hard for me to start things too - ex, the fact that I haven't started sga s5 and have been dreading the start of the season.  I have a huge, huge awful fear of commitment.  I've been trying to back out of going back to school for months - somebody has to come and beat me with a stick until I pay my tuition.  My family always says that they're going to frog march me down the aisle, or else I'll get engaged a million, trillion times, and never get married.  Somebody call the wah-mbulance. 

Uh, so this post is mostly navel gazing, and then a promise to post again tommorow. 

BTW.  In this journal, no day is defriending amnesty day.  You people may never, ever defriend.  I will track you down.  And then cry in your face. 

WOW, I BET YOU'RE ALL GLAD TO BE HERE.
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